So you're trying to figure me out?

I am a divorced pansexual queer femme trauma survivor.

I am a smart successful sensitive spiritual progressive Jew.
I am a caring compassionate anti-racist White feminist.

I am layers of nightmare and daydream and full, raw presence.

I am hope and hurt and growth.

I am sweet caresses and confusion.

I am too much.

I am not enough.

I am busy.

I am deeply connected and loving and open.

I am alone and coping and yearning.

I am vulnerable.

I am incredibly strong.
I am not here to play games.